God what a horrible day today it seemed like the night was never going to end and that I was going to die becasue my asthma was acting up again. The haunting memories kept me up and shuddering the entire night. First looking back at the fact that we had commited murd_. Well it was an accident. I mean we could not see any thing and we did'nt do anything to him why should WE be blamed?! Why should WE be punished for somthing we DID'NT do. Oh sorry I got off subject. Anyway I also think it was really freaky how there is only me and
Ralph and a few littluns left in our group so now we have nearly no hope to keep up the fire with such little man power. Oh my god we are going to die!!!*Sigh* I feel like such dead weight and like I was useless when I could not help get some more firewood. Simply becuase of my asthma..."sucks to your ass-mar" he alays says. He might not be the kindest chief but he is a lot better than being with Jack except for the fact they have the man power that we do not have. Which unfourtently we are a little low on now. That ain't the worst of it, during the raid that savage and all his other tribe members took my glasses and with that said they where stifiling my/our hopes of escaping because now we could not keep the fire going. I was somthered in fear at the time and now reflecting on it, it makes me feel like a huge amount of dead weight. But I never thought that humans would be capable of such....IN-humanity even at such a young age I don't think any one could be able of such brutality and ability to infliect pain even when some one's body is not fully grown. Poor Simon...he must be looking down at us form heaven in a beautiful phospheresence looking down at us in shame seeing as how the majority of us has reverted to such savegry
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